The words that you said keep echoing in my mind.
I keep understanding some of their relevance over time
Which you said when my brain was not in the capacity to comprehend them
Or that I was not ready to accept them as and when they happened.
Move from your spot
And I will start walking from mine.
Let us reach the horizon-
The place where we will unite.
I am again falling in love with you. I was thinking about us sexually because I am considering moving towards you in that way as well now. You have the worst choice of words sometimes but your intention and act, as you tell me and even since before that, as I have always imagined are only harmless and find their basis and making me feel relaxed and ok and through that, you feel relaxed. As I was thinking to this while listening to songs, I felt like I have met you, connected with you since before when trauma was introduced to me- uptil I was 3 years of age. I was thinking of a lot of things and not focusing on the song that was playing. I know that almost all the card readings I see indicate that we may be connected as childhood buddies but feeling this in such personal way intuitively as I did right now makes me feel like rebirth. I can feel it. The air around me is novel and fresh all of a sudden. It is as if all that I thought of 10 minutes ago has become a part of the history of 3 years before. I am constantly hearing about physical union of twin flames in this month and the month after. Is this that?
As always, I can feel it in the environment.
This is the fourth time that I have fallen in love with you.
I am watching a video which resonates with our connection
Even when we are not the ones who enacted.
I have fallen into the deep well of love.
I stay there because even if I manage to come up
And out and shrug the dust off of my skin,
I have no time to understand this cycle and immediately, I fall again.
I have imagined merging into you,
Not just falling into your arms
But walking towards you and stopping when
I find myself head-to-toe one with you.
I will meet you there
On the banks of the rivers.
In broad daylight, in everyone’s sight
Yet no one will be there to disturb us.
It is 5:25 am when I have started writing this. I know that I was running from you but now I don’t want to run past you but run to you and I am thankful that I keep running into you because our reality keeps us united.
I was derailed in my past but beloved,
believe me, it has been you
since always—our souls are kindred,
connected yet so different.