There are many things left for me to learn,
So many procedures to understand
That I am currently unable to discern,
Them be of receiving payments or doing a handstand.
Continue readingThere are many things left for me to learn,
So many procedures to understand
That I am currently unable to discern,
Them be of receiving payments or doing a handstand.
Continue readingMy future children, you will be ahead of me
Most of the times or may even not be probably
Because you will become what you will be
With the information you will receive.
Continue readingWe live not a straight path. Most of the path is spiral and operates within waves and frequencies. Life and Music, hence, reflect each other and contain one another within themselves.
After I started talking to you,
I began to imagine
more than a few
scenes of our first meeting.
After my breakup, when I was not yet as completely over it but still considerably was, I chose to find a partner. I didn’t want to do anything as I had done previously so I couldn’t think of any man who was my friend that he could be my partner. The messages folder of Facebook was filled with the messages of men that I didn’t want to reply to at all. Also, I have a habit of not going in the past. So, I decided to date someone completely new. Obviously, I couldn’t find that person by sitting on my bed whole day and being an introvert as I still am, I will never be comfortable to just casually talk to a stranger. My life was certainly not centered around men at that time but since I am in a girls college as I was even then, I was suddenly void of the active presence of a male friend or acquaintance who I always had throughout my 13 years of school life, however introverted I may have been.
I am running out of zeal and energy,
zoning out of time.
I do not earn any money regularly.
I don’t feel like I am doing just fine.
I do not believe in happy endings. I haven’t seen them, not so much that I start to believe in them. Like others, hopelessness is an emotion too. Feel it until you can’t anymore.
This is the third time that I have started falling in love with you. I have been acquainted with you since a few years but I feel as if I have just started to know you again, right from the beginning. We have had deep conversations yet I feel like they haven’t occurred as yet in my life. You seem intriguing to me. I still feel like I have known you all my life. You are not a stranger at all but not even an acquaintance or a friend.
A lot of time has passed since I last heard your voice while I saw you speak. Months have passed since I could feel you breathe near my ears.
Sometimes, stepping into the unknown can be very scary yet extremely beautiful as it opens a new door offering growth, opportunities, lessons and happiness.