Wired

I can feel grief inside me

and the urge that only what is right should be

by which my other emotions are affected. 

Maybe, both of them are connected. 

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Tug of War

I am missing my ex right now all of a sudden. Why? I don’t know. This is happening for the third time since we separated and every time this emotion manages to make me anxious and my feelings wheel as if in a whirlwind. Today, I even surfed his name and then, as always, that feeling of the regret of surfing him grew on me. 

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