Maybe, I live in fantasy
but why is it bad really
if it only makes me happy?
#right
Wired
I can feel grief inside me
and the urge that only what is right should be
by which my other emotions are affected.
Maybe, both of them are connected.
A Confession Of Love
I realised this week that I love you but I can’t decipher how should I tell you that. The last time we conversed, you tried to make me confess my love for you but I really thought that I liked you so much because of the intense spiritual connection that we share.
An Honourable Association
Music keeps my body and life moving. I lose count of the number of rounds I take and hardly take notice if I am feeling cold or tired when I keep singing while I am walking in rounds.
Tempted
I can not express right now
how much am I attracted to your mind.
I am trying to keep away from you anyhow
to avoid having deeper feelings of such kind.
Tug of War
I am missing my ex right now all of a sudden. Why? I don’t know. This is happening for the third time since we separated and every time this emotion manages to make me anxious and my feelings wheel as if in a whirlwind. Today, I even surfed his name and then, as always, that feeling of the regret of surfing him grew on me.
Numb
I am numb right now. I fantasised hundred times of hundred things about you and our first meet but all this was unexpected. Maybe, that is why, right now I am not able to comprehend what I feel towards you now when I have finally met you or even whether I do.
Work That Isn’t Work
I don’t think I am working
because I don’t feel like I do.
Freedom is the emotion I keep feeling.
It provides me satisfaction that in it’s nature is very true.
I Will Have to Leave You
I will have to leave you with a heavy heart.
Though I felt connected with you right from the start
but pardon me, my heart doesn’t commit
to another without marriage.
Such an association it does not permit
where there’s a lot of insecurity and baggage.
Pride and Relationship
Keep your pride aside.
Relationships don’t work in this way.
Nobody is completely wrong or right.
You should guide
them. What you feel you need to convey.