I still do have time
to finish what I have been pursuing
right from the start.
So, why shouldn’t I spend it trying
with my whole head and heart?
I still do have time
to finish what I have been pursuing
right from the start.
So, why shouldn’t I spend it trying
with my whole head and heart?
Turn into a baby again.
Roll over your torso.
When did we grow up?
What was the need to do so?
Struggle, and not fulfillment,
makes the journey of life complete
which induces the flow of vehement
emotions throughout my body.
I am thinking of dropping my college lately. Of course, my parents won’t allow me to but it’s a constant recurrent thought in my mind, not because I wish to follow a trend of famous people but because I feel there is a lot of unwanted energy around me that’s hindering me, more or less, from accessing the best of me and my life.
What to do
when you can’t pursue
what you wish to?
I’ll wait. For the moment when you’ll heal, I’ll wait. Till the minute you would regain your trust and faith on love and your innocent self, I’ll wait. For the day when that sad, dull corner of your heart would be filled again with vibrancy, I’ll wait.
My father and brother never appreciate most of the work I do. My brother associates development with economy and father always wishes for the impossible. When it is about studies, he wishes I should score excellent marks in all the subjects. Being an above average student in academics, it’s not practically possible for my distracted mind and weak memory to concentrate equally and give the best results in everything I put my head into. I don’t possess academic but verbal or linguistic and musical or rhythmic intelligence among the ten types of intelligences explained by Howard Gardener.
They say, ‘Pursue your passion. The struggle would be less’, but that’s not true. The difference in the struggle would only be that you would willingly struggle for your aim and work, unlike a work you are pursuing that you are not passionate of. If you have to struggle anyways, why not struggle in something that consists a part of your soul?
You write it all down
on the paper that you pulled out
then think of the methods by which
successfully you’ll carry it out