Try going solo,
Especially if you feel
That someone’s absence
Makes you-even if a bit-hollow.
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Dusty Spectacle
My spectacle is covered with dust.
I cannot clearly perceive this world.
I cannot understand what is it that I feel,
how much is there that I need to heal.
Better Or Worse?
The problem with feeling too much is that I get overwhelmed. Then, I have to find a safe and comfortable space to express my feelings without being bothered or made to shut up by constant insistence.
Grief In The Air
I am sad today without any reason. I feel like I am overburdened with grief. Maybe, I want to cry too. I am sure that I can feel emotional pain growing from its roots slowly inside me. I think grief is in the air.
Roller-Coaster Ride
This year has been a roller-coaster ride for me, rather a combination of them. I explored myself in the aspects of spirituality, understood and learnt many aspects of myself and experienced death and rebirth countless times. I saw myself having some sort of control over my life and getting a few answers to the questions that I have heard.
A Request To The Rain
Wash away my pain, please,
with sheer ease,
my pain—mild and profound—
like you wash the dirt off the ground.
Catharsis
One can’t write unless one feels. Though I feel something almost everyday, yet there are some days when my mind is void of all. There is a numbness that I feel all over me, inside and outside. At such a time, I crave for a muse and reminisce the loss of many muses in the past who played a beautiful role in shaping variant parts of me.
Love Is In The Air
The fragrance of the thoughts
flows through the ink on the letter.
The season has returned already.
Love is in the air.
I Will Have to Leave You
I will have to leave you with a heavy heart.
Though I felt connected with you right from the start
but pardon me, my heart doesn’t commit
to another without marriage.
Such an association it does not permit
where there’s a lot of insecurity and baggage.
Don’t Say I Love You
Don’t say I love you.
Love, once said, loses its essence.
It does not feel to be as true thence.
When you feel but choose not to
confess and just continue to do
all the things that you do when you
are deeply in love with them,
you prove your love for them.