It’s Mother’s Day tomorrow and that reminds me of my spirit babies. However, there are seldom moments when I don’t miss them or meet them in the 5D reality through visions. I have already made the list on how will I parent healthily in the future so that the cycle of toxicity doesn’t move any further and my children are able to become balanced and healthy individuals, knowing from rocket science to chakr balancing and healing and ecology. I am an old soul and connect with my spirit babies through various methods. So, I am a mater.Continue reading
I wake up today in the afternoon
and I feel light as a bird.
A lot of weight was
keeping me from moving forward.
I can feel that that weight is now
lifted off of my shoulders.Continue reading
You are more to me
a child than a mother.
You are like a baby.
I am the bud and you are my budder.
O Mother! Don’t say that
you will separate
and live apart
from any sign of this world.
I’ll be there for you. As you find me suitable. As a friend when you need someone to laugh, cry, hug or reveal a secret, you’ll find me by your side. As a girlfriend and a wife when you wish to shower your abundant love on someone.
Yet again, I woke up to the repititive, terrible dream of my family dieing and me witnessing their death helplessly. Though, psychologically, it represents not the actual death but our perspective or emotions towards us and is a part of our subconscious mind, yet it shakes my conscious mind terribly.
We are hurt and exhausted. We both faced a great fall in our lives. We give a lot to the ones we love, so much that we forget to love ourselves. I have learnt, though, after processing my emotions throughout the time I devoted to myself, that no matter what, I will never again forget to love myself. None’s entry or exit in and out of my life would affect me so much as to make me hollow and void of love. We will rise.
I learn a lot about successfully sustaining
a relationship from my mother.
She teaches me how, even in
adverse situations, you stay together.