We live not a straight path. Most of the path is spiral and operates within waves and frequencies. Life and Music, hence, reflect each other and contain one another within themselves.
I can not express right now
how much am I attracted to your mind.
I am trying to keep away from you anyhow
to avoid having deeper feelings of such kind.
I’ll be there for you. As you find me suitable. As a friend when you need someone to laugh, cry, hug or reveal a secret, you’ll find me by your side. As a girlfriend and a wife when you wish to shower your abundant love on someone.
I am walking through a street.
It divides at every next angle.
Each angle introduces another lane
and is full of its own memories.
A new city, a new state.
Heading off to a new place.
New people, new connections,
establishing new interim relations.
My father and brother never appreciate most of the work I do. My brother associates development with economy and father always wishes for the impossible. When it is about studies, he wishes I should score excellent marks in all the subjects. Being an above average student in academics, it’s not practically possible for my distracted mind and weak memory to concentrate equally and give the best results in everything I put my head into. I don’t possess academic but verbal or linguistic and musical or rhythmic intelligence among the ten types of intelligences explained by Howard Gardener.
I am happy. They went from my life and made me sad temporarily. But now, again, after I found myself forever, I am happy. I am happy because my happiness lies within me. Also, because I got the opportunity to spend some good and memorable moments in my life to look back at. Self-love makes me happy. The realisation that I have the capacity to make me and everyone around me smile makes me happy.
My friends tell me to move on. Well, little do they understand that moving on in life doesn’t make the feelings in you that you have for someone diminish. It just means to accept the fact of their exit from your life. It just means that whatever happens in your life is not my concern anymore. None of it.
YET another boring and stressful day. Shouting and screaming will do no good than to hurt me and others around me. Here, Music comes to my rescue. Music is an inseparable part of my life. I cannot be more happy than when I listen to good and passionate music of incredible singers with a passionate voice, or sing to myself out of utter happiness, or just transform into a poet flowing with the beads of heartfelt words combined in the threads of soulful notes.