If right now, I would have been in a relationship with you,
I would have started writing letters for you from the first day,
Keeping them with me first and in the later years, under your pillow
When it would have escalated to our wedding and would have kept repeating this everyday.
Maybe, I live in fantasy
but why is it bad really
if it only makes me happy?
If you don’t find
any reason to why you strive,
if you have lost all your drive,
do a makeover of your life.
I may give up on something very soon,
before the moon
sets on the other side of the horizon.
Even its beauty can’t make me change my decision.
I realised this week that I love you but I can’t decipher how should I tell you that. The last time we conversed, you tried to make me confess my love for you but I really thought that I liked you so much because of the intense spiritual connection that we share.
Catch up with me
if you want us to stay together.
I don’t believe in waiting
for whoever or whatever.
Struggle, and not fulfillment,
makes the journey of life complete
which induces the flow of vehement
emotions throughout my body.
I am missing my ex right now all of a sudden. Why? I don’t know. This is happening for the third time since we separated and every time this emotion manages to make me anxious and my feelings wheel as if in a whirlwind. Today, I even surfed his name and then, as always, that feeling of the regret of surfing him grew on me.
Overestimation is the cause of suicides but at times, also of success. Contemplation is a good habit that saves us from many troubles but overthinking ruins it all. It harms our self-image and self-confidence. It prevents us from working hard to achieve our goals by making us afraid or lazy.
I might never tell you
but I think about you 24*7.
I believe in you
and that this match is made in heaven.