Letters

If right now, I would have been in a relationship with you,

I would have started writing letters for you from the first day,

Keeping them with me first and in the later years, under your pillow

When it would have escalated to our wedding and would have kept repeating this everyday.

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Tug of War

I am missing my ex right now all of a sudden. Why? I don’t know. This is happening for the third time since we separated and every time this emotion manages to make me anxious and my feelings wheel as if in a whirlwind. Today, I even surfed his name and then, as always, that feeling of the regret of surfing him grew on me. 

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