Each living moment, I am taking a step further towards your direction.
I know that you are reciprocating too to let our union happen.
I keep working on me but I must it is so tough,
I somehow persevere but almost all the time, I want to give up.
It feels that we have met now after being apart for centuries.
I close my eyes and I see flowers falling from the tree.
I see the rain drops fall all over my body.
I recall visions of many forms that I have embodied.
We are distinct individuals.
We are becoming distinct individuals.
We will become distinct individuals.
I was derailed in my past but beloved,
believe me, it has been you
since always—our souls are kindred,
connected yet so different.
I realised this week that I love you but I can’t decipher how should I tell you that. The last time we conversed, you tried to make me confess my love for you but I really thought that I liked you so much because of the intense spiritual connection that we share.
I can not express right now
how much am I attracted to your mind.
I am trying to keep away from you anyhow
to avoid having deeper feelings of such kind.
I am missing my ex right now all of a sudden. Why? I don’t know. This is happening for the third time since we separated and every time this emotion manages to make me anxious and my feelings wheel as if in a whirlwind. Today, I even surfed his name and then, as always, that feeling of the regret of surfing him grew on me.
I might never tell you
but I think about you 24*7.
I believe in you
and that this match is made in heaven.
I met a man who was in dire need of love.
He appeared to be harmful.
Everyone told me he has ill intentions.
Since he seemed untrustworthy and disloyal,
they warned me and asked me to be careful.
No matter how much I talk to you, for me, it’s never enough. I spent so many moments with you yesterday, yet when I reached home I kept thinking about you and whatever you said to me. I was elated and relieved that we finally met four days before it would be six months since we had started talking last year. I feel like going back in yesterday and living that time.