I think that it is fine
to live your life
just for the sake of enjoying
without having to achieve something.
I think that it is fine
to live your life
just for the sake of enjoying
without having to achieve something.
Turn into a baby again.
Roll over your torso.
When did we grow up?
What was the need to do so?
O Mother! Don’t say that
you will separate
and live apart
from any sign of this world.
Do you realise how many times do we curse our lives daily? Why do we forget that we have what many don’t have in their lives? Why are we so ungrateful? Why have we developed a habit of taking everything, especially life, for granted?
Some people appear
to be sweet as sugar
but in real
are cold as ice. They trigger
you to say and do bitter
and only blame you later
for your behavior.
I don’t know if really
there exists a second world.
I believe that around each other
our past lives might use to swirl.
Dreams are known strangers. Sometimes, you drive them and at the other times, they drive you. Sometimes, the steering rides out of control. At times, they make you question the moralistic values you hold.
I can’t pinpoint or put a finger on it. You seeped into me slowly and steadily. You and me have become comfortable in the space that we provide to each other. I am waiting to see you live for the first time and believe it or not, I am doing this willingly. Didn’t I say before that I feel like I know you? You are not so stranger to me as you should’ve been.
I never feel jealous. If I don’t possess something that they have, I will regret or wish for it but never be jealous that the person should not have had that possession. But that regret doesn’t make me wail but work hard and test my personality to reveal a lot of aspects it holds that are strangers to me.
Yet again, I woke up to the repititive, terrible dream of my family dieing and me witnessing their death helplessly. Though, psychologically, it represents not the actual death but our perspective or emotions towards us and is a part of our subconscious mind, yet it shakes my conscious mind terribly.