I can feel grief inside me
and the urge that only what is right should be
by which my other emotions are affected.
Maybe, both of them are connected.
I can feel grief inside me
and the urge that only what is right should be
by which my other emotions are affected.
Maybe, both of them are connected.
After I started talking to you,
I began to imagine
more than a few
scenes of our first meeting.
I am living the autumn of my life. I don’t know whether I am withering off altogether or to grow into a fresh leave when the spring will come. Will the spring even come? I don’t know and honestly, I don’t even believe that it will. I feel like I am a novice moving towards the unknown.
Do you think of me in the same way
as I think of you?
Do you mean what you say
or merely pretend to?
I am here in Hauz Khas. I never thought that I will actually be able to visit it some day. I came here all by myself due to the preoccupation of my friend. The battery of my cell has exhausted. Fortunately, I know my way back to my parents’ home and wait…..let me check….yes, I do have enough money to return.
I do not believe in happy endings. I haven’t seen them, not so much that I start to believe in them. Like others, hopelessness is an emotion too. Feel it until you can’t anymore.
Market is not limited to economy nowadays. Humankind has become a market where we try to sell our ideas bought by others. Sometimes, we circulate propagandas. In this sense, market never limited its effects to economy.
I realised this week that I love you but I can’t decipher how should I tell you that. The last time we conversed, you tried to make me confess my love for you but I really thought that I liked you so much because of the intense spiritual connection that we share.
Turn into a baby again.
Roll over your torso.
When did we grow up?
What was the need to do so?
Struggle, and not fulfillment,
makes the journey of life complete
which induces the flow of vehement
emotions throughout my body.