I realised this week that I love you but I can’t decipher how should I tell you that. The last time we conversed, you tried to make me confess my love for you but I really thought that I liked you so much because of the intense spiritual connection that we share.
#call
The Call
I was fed up
and I thought you don’t care.
There were a lot of things
that I had to share
Celebrate
Forget and forgive
yourself for all of your errors.
Take a breath of relief.
Ward off all of your terror.
Pleasure
Your body is a musical instrument.
When you hit the right string
with adequate angle and
force just right, your body starts to sing.
A great loss!
I lost my register yesterday while giving a presentation. Along with it, I lost very crucial notes of various subjects I am studying to me this semester. I searched for it everywhere—home and college— but in vain. Damn! They could have helped me in the test that I gave today. Also, I could have excelled in all my subjects by studying through it. It held all the keywords within. It consisted of my hard work of every day, every hour, every moment I spent in college while I still possessed it. Even my friends were worried and regretted for my loss. What a great loss!
The Rider
Hold up your chin.
You are the rider in this journey.
Passing through thick and thin,
you’ve become the boss of your own curney.
Family
Yet again, I woke up to the repititive, terrible dream of my family dieing and me witnessing their death helplessly. Though, psychologically, it represents not the actual death but our perspective or emotions towards us and is a part of our subconscious mind, yet it shakes my conscious mind terribly.
Wanderer Soul
Oh! free wanderer soul
it’s time to go home now,
to set aside all the adventures
and not think where, what and how.
The Gushing Water
Sometimes, it’s calm—
a sight to see.
The white waves on the gushing water
makes the soul feel so serene.
Exhausted
My father and brother never appreciate most of the work I do. My brother associates development with economy and father always wishes for the impossible. When it is about studies, he wishes I should score excellent marks in all the subjects. Being an above average student in academics, it’s not practically possible for my distracted mind and weak memory to concentrate equally and give the best results in everything I put my head into. I don’t possess academic but verbal or linguistic and musical or rhythmic intelligence among the ten types of intelligences explained by Howard Gardener.