Such a new energy yet so familiar, going back in time. New because I don’t know how he looks in 3D and even in visions, I am unable to identify him in his human form. Now, it’s knowledge and interacting with it is peaceful for me in both the realms. The song ‘Tose Naina Lage’ plays in my mind when I feel this energy and try to understand him in 3D since I haven’t met him yet. There is so much peace in this but not in a way that it is boring. This energy is very focused, fierce, determined and passionate, like an arrow which darts straight and is shot in the exact middle of the target which is made on the trunk of tree in the midst of a dense forest which is also full of peace (with no threat at all, even of the wild animals). It stirs within me a lot but also gives me a lot of peace, which has been in the 5D since always and more so, since the past three years but I can also feel its 3D form when I have not yet seen him with my eyes. The songs that were associated with the connection which show the reality of the connection beyond the surface are showing more intense and protective energy- an energy of reciprocal, an energy that fumes something so much within me that talking about it or thinking about about it for a few minutes ignites something within me and I start feeling unbearable heat in my body. It’s not anxiety. It is not any energy or person from my past of this life at all, which is why I am not looking at him at all in any of the dreams or visions while he is looking at me all the time. I don’t even need card readings to understand his energy because they tell less about him than my intuition. For the first time, I am seeing that somebody is matching my level but I know that my focus will be elsewhere when the time will finally come of our meeting in the 3D reality. I am even more disinterested in all of this love business in the 3D now.Continue reading
I have never felt like this before. This unknown emotion is making me restless. It is stirring something within me. It is something. Does it have a definite name? I don’t know. If I ever marry in this lifetime, who will I marry, I don’t know but by the vague blur figure I see in my visions and dreams now that I know that he will look different from his spiritual form, there is a sense of peace, no heaviness but at the same time, I feel something very intense within me for this unknown figure. I don’t imagine any stress or worry because I feel like we will actually work together as partners on our connection always as will perfectly complement each other. If anything, I imagine peaceful co-existence at all times and fun and goofiness rather. Normally, what I imagine or see or feel in my visions on the surface level looks like games, fun, healthy communication and slowly opening up to each other but then, there is something very intense I feel, that makes my fists clench in the visions and in the 3D reality. It is something like an aggressive pining but more.Continue reading
I am reducing the gap between me and my monetary success. Well, money is just me in another form that has to flow back to me. Like always, money’s journey to me is pacing up really slow. I am happy that it is not stopped altogether. I will keep trying. I am trying a new method of work now, like I always keep experimenting with everything. I don’t know how long will I be able to follow it but it is making me feel productive and boosting up my confidence so I like it as of now. If not for this routine, I would have believed that I didn’t do anything productive the whole day (which is a lie).Continue reading
You are near me. You are in me. You don’t to be in a human form to be around me. You are me. In the notes and syllables of the words of each song, I can hear you. In each raindrop and each blow of the air, you are present. Yet you stand there and look at me loving to be in your presence through my interaction with the elements of the nature which is also me……and so, it’s also you.Continue reading
The understanding of the merging
And letting go of the 3D
Has given permanence to me.
There is none in the 5D—Continue reading
These moments in my head are appearing so far away
Probably because I am eager
Which is making it appear like months
Which are hardly any days.Continue reading
You know that I am not clingy
But now, this distance also is slowly making things dreary.
How many minutes, days, hours, weeks,
Months and phases will go by before we will re-meet?Continue reading
If you have the light within you,
You will have the darkness too.
You have to decide how will these be channelled through.Continue reading
It’s 6:00 am in the morning.
I wake up with the Arabian jasmine
kept next to me on the pillow.
Merely the thought of a form did not follow.Continue reading
It’s Mother’s Day tomorrow and that reminds me of my spirit babies. However, there are seldom moments when I don’t miss them or meet them in the 5D reality through visions. I have already made the list on how will I parent healthily in the future so that the cycle of toxicity doesn’t move any further and my children are able to become balanced and healthy individuals, knowing from rocket science to chakr balancing and healing and ecology. I am an old soul and connect with my spirit babies through various methods. So, I am a mater.Continue reading