Even when this year will end, there will be three years and three moths left until I can meet my ultimate. I am eager to meet him. I am working and resting, trying to enjoy without him. Loving myself is not related to his presence. It’s difficult but I do love myself absolutely, even when the people around me keep making it tough unnecessarily by poking their nose in my business, despite warning them to not do it. The final decision rests with me and I don’t care what people think about it. I don’t create ar for the audience. I create art for me, for my pleasure and that is all that matters. You don’t like my work? Don’t interact with it at all.Continue reading
I am trying so hard not to focus on it but I am feeling uncomfortable. I am at unrest. Something is missing. There is a cyclone of gibberish going on inside me. I am feeling it when I try to focus on my breath and whenever I reinstate my focus back to me, even if just for a second.Continue reading
I won’t water myself down or leave all of my work to talk to you.
This applies to this everyone I have to interact with.
I don’t have that bandwidth
Nor will I develop it because I am not in any mood to.Continue reading
My luck is not dependant on another.
I am my own luck.
I choose to break unhealthy patterns
And work on not being stuck.Continue reading
If you were open and expressed your love freely,
But the other person was not in that capacity
To be able to reciprocate your love and affection,
Don’t hesitate in the future to express nor shut your emotions.Continue reading
Am I unbreakable? No (chuckles). I can break and I have shattered into pieces but each time, out of all of these pieces which come under my feet and hurt me—maybe not on the outside but on the inside—for sure and sometimes, for long—as I try to pick the best one amongst all, I create a new art and stand as a new individual.Continue reading
I am invincible.
Nothing that doesn’t benefit
Will be able to reach me.
Nothing can waste my time which is so precious.Continue reading
It is proved yet again that nobody except me deserves my goodness.
I am no one to be taken advantage of, it is pretty simple to comprehend.
The men who hurt me have pushed themselves to their painful ends.
Only I and my besties deserve and have the right over my time to spend.Continue reading
I am no more sad, angry or grieving
But laughing at the fool and happy for me
That I am investing all of my time and energy
In celebrating with my friends and family.Continue reading
Each living moment, I am taking a step further towards your direction.
I know that you are reciprocating too to let our union happen.
I keep working on me but I must it is so tough,
I somehow persevere but almost all the time, I want to give up.Continue reading