It is 6:26 am when I have started writing this beautiful thought! Wow!
I feel, isn’t it so beautiful that some people feel so deeply and a few among them are also able to express those deep feelings so beautifully as they are to the world? Is it the ability to feel or the ability to express that is the highlight here? I don’t know but whichever it is, it’s beautiful.
She twisted her hair and threw it back. They fell till her waist. She shrugged her head, shaking it with the towel in her hand. She pulled a chair and sat in the balcony. Living alone for many years in her flat, she was habitual of looking out of the window and staring into the monotony of the sky.
You are running. From whom? You don’t know. Where are you headed to? You don’t know. You keep running, running away from whatever is bothering you. There is a lot of commotion around and your heartbeats have paced up due to constant and paced up movement. You know that you will not receive any help from the people who are crossing your paths as you keep running. You run and come at a room.
I am being honest. I am not feeling good.
The moment I decide to arrange my words,
They mingle up and make me confused,
Sometimes, acting falsely that they have a new hook.
No one has been able to bring the art out of me so effortlessly but you. It is like the words just want to arrange themselves together in a presentation and shape writeups. Even though I forget a few words here and there which take me a while to recall and write, the fluency is just like or even at times more than when I want to write about nature or art.
The lights and the colours and the vibrancy they hold.
It’s like everything around me has a story yet to be told.
They want me to convey what they can’t say.
I think their their story is about fun and play.
My work is ageing like fine wine. I am becoming more of me and that is creating more of my authentic art. The more authentic it is becoming, the more nourished and refined it is getting. My mistakes are beautiful and there are some harsh and sweet lessons that I have learnt and recorded in my work. The simpler the things are becoming to me and as I am going ahead authentically on the truest of my journey, the more wisdom they are holding and so the more sophisticated, deep and meaningful are they becoming. The older the wine gets, its value keeps increasing and the more I am moving forward and recording as I move all of it in writing, the wiser I am getting while not losing my spirit of standing against the wrong no matter if I am the only one resisting. Wisdom can never teach you wrong that sophistication is to keep shut when your voice can be a tool to bring about change.
I am at my emotional low, yet I never leave my divinity. Even when at the lowest, the divine vibration still remains the same. After writing the previous blog, suddenly all of the songs that are playing on my mobile and I am hearing through my headphone to cope with my pain and hurt, even while crying, are the songs connect somehow as a message to me from my twin flame. And this has started happening when I saw a vision that I am guiding my twin flame through light even when both of us are at our lowest points. He is following my dance step-by-step and slowly, he comes out of the dark. We did good job together. I helped him and he accepted my help. But all of this happened in the non-physical reality.
I will express myself however I want to even when money comes and I know this because even though I have implemented one idea only to earn money and I am glad that I help people on the way. The focus, however, is the money that I have to earn by my own hardwork. I have done this before as well. It just cannot be other way because no matter what, I dread doing something having no interest in it but to just earn money and I put in all of my hard work but it goes in vain. Either I leave it or the project ends abruptly. So, the key for me, at least, is to not just work but be happy and content while doing it because anything that makes me dread my work sucks my energy and that is not good for me at all. I love blogging because it helps me vent without having an obligation or being answerable to another and I wish it remains just the same. Whatever doesn’t have the approval of my intuition is all that is out of alignment.
I have been writing much
As if it has grown nowadays
After a lengthy period of months and days.
The circumstances have been such.