I can feel myself going back to the depressed state of being that I am diagnosed with. I want to help myself, stop myself from doing so. Sometimes, I win. A few other times, I don’t know what can I do except watch it happen helplessly.
Author: Aakanksha
Untrustworthy
My father is happy when I suddenly show fear
Which makes him a person ineligible to stay near.
He festers shame and lets it grow;
Shows these sides to me which everyone doesn’t know.
Solve It Through Healing
I heal when I sing,
When I refuse to be involved
Actively in any unstable thing.
With healing, things are resolved.
Cherry Blossom
Calm, safe and fierce as the night
I spread my energy like the bright light.
I protect, and when needed, joke around
To help a few in calming down.
Beyond The Blue Sky
You are there—somewhere beyond the blue sky.
I can feel that you exist; you are mine.
We need to do some worldly duties, move to dollars from dime
So that we can live carefree forever about this aspect in our lives.
Warmth
It’s raining outside in this month of January.
I stepped out of my room to avoid the cold,
Made myself comfortable getting a little heat.
Thinking how things are currently off-beat.
Kiss
A kiss on the cheeks,
A kiss that ignites,
One that goes deep,
Sees all the torments and fights.
Demotivators
Anxiety, doubting and sabotaging selves are pulling me back
Making things in my mind unnecessarily unclear
As I am rightfully enjoying being on the right track,
Doing my job that I love, deserve and had been waiting for since years.
Clap
In the struggles you have been through
Which no one have seen but you,
Lift your hands up and clap for you.
Faces
The essence is derailed
Ultimately towards my ultimate;
But these counterfeits’ faces
Are locked in by my brain.