I can see that it’s not a big deal
But the small details sometimes overwhelm me.
I can shrug it off but it won’t be permanent.
Some nervousness comes attached with excitement.
None of it has kept me stuck
Not a moment has passed when I totally stopped.
On the contrary, I am moving forward on the paths
That I have laid to lead to my joy and freedom.
But it occupies my head time and again
Under the gear of my mane.
Even when I can see that there is no loss, only gain,
I am being cautious that my tedious work doesn’t go into vain.