I am sorry for the moments where
Your beautiful eyes were full of tears
And unfortunately, the reason was me
My remembrance which made you feel gloomy.
I am sorry, beloved, I didn’t mean to hurt you
But survival of the fittest couldn’t be any more true
Than in those moments when I was struggling to live;
My decision was strong so I had to stand stiff.
Yet I am sorry for I did hurt you when you were trying your best
To protect me and maybe, show me that there is indeed, one different from the rest
Who really wishes that I always stay happy and grin.
Sorry but I had to leave so my life wins.
Wrote this in my diary from 10:33 am- 10:39 am. This poem struck in my head when I was thinking of my very special crush who has always held a special place in my heart unlike a few others who I developed a bit of liking for in my life after meeting him. I was humming ‘Tu Jahan Jahan Chalega’ when this poem came up in my head.