My father is happy when I suddenly show fear
Which makes him a person ineligible to stay near.
He festers shame and lets it grow;
Shows these sides to me which everyone doesn’t know.
He shows subtle signs which are hard to catch,
Sometimes, “supports” in ways that don’t match.
Is he a man of culture? I wouldn’t say yes.
His character is not to question but characteristics are weird.
At the most unexpected moments, when I think everything is going good,
Some member in this household acts in a coaxing way, hard to be understood.
They blame it all on stress but I know that’s not what it is.
I always have to be on radar and can truly never relax in this ambit.