I need a reason,
Not as much a necessity as a passion.
Why should I keep going?
Why should I not consider quitting?
Even in the most dire circumstances,
Quitting is always an option.
Why should I not opt it as despite working since a long duration,
I still struggle to earn stable income?
It seems like my hardwork is going in vain.
Sometimes, I feel like it isn’t worth continuing
But it is always so that right before I am about to quit,
I am pleasantly surprised by a positive response or a compliment.
Don’t start saying bullshit
That others have it worse,
That I must be thankful for being provided with the basic
That is needed for a proper survival.
Sometimes, affirmations and being appreciated
Or even rewards are not enough.
I am unable to find work of an authentically creative and monetary stuff
And despite efforts, art is unable to bloom in the profit-fetching environment.
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