Sometimes, it just comes over me-
The thought of again losing someone dear,
Looking around and not finding them near-
This thought fills my heart and eyes.
I don’t know if it’s anxiety, PTSD or depression
That I have been diagnosed with
That is making me think like this
Or is it my overthinking after long again.
It always happens like this.
I may be enjoying my moment
And suddenly, such thoughts will start intruding
And take away my peace for days.
I was just preparing a gift for my friend
As her birthday is awaited in less than a month
And I haven’t gifted anything to her uptil now, as far as I remember
So, I have thought to give an exclusive gift to her this year.
I know she doesn’t ask for anything
But I personally want to make her birthday special
And I don’t plan much now but put in the application
My ideas because future isn’t certain.
I am compassionate but also angry at my mind.
Why does it has to ruin the moment every time
When I am heading towards bliss?
Why are such thoughts so hard to miss?
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