As always, I can feel it in the environment.

This is the fourth time that I have fallen in love with you.

I am watching a video which resonates with our connection

Even when we are not the ones who enacted.

It is always like this.

There comes a day in months and years

Where I can feel that all between us has ended

But a new, deeper emotional level start after a few days.

I haven’t received a response from you

In months after my revelation

But I don’t push you

To give me an answer

Because I want that you must be in an utter state of clarity

With no chance of uncertainty

When you give me a final answer.

To be honest, your no will also not hurt me as a rejection.

Talking about you, thinking of you

Blows life into me .

You have shown how life is truly.

I am really grateful for that to you.

It is me that is life

And you are its breath, its air.

However, you are giving no definite answer

But sending me your energy and this is not fair.

Of all the times that I have fallen in love with you

And as per the situation, may continue to,

I wish that at least once, you will fall in love with me too.

However, I still don’t want to fight or deal with energy-consuming issues.