As always, I can feel it in the environment.
This is the fourth time that I have fallen in love with you.
I am watching a video which resonates with our connection
Even when we are not the ones who enacted.
It is always like this.
There comes a day in months and years
Where I can feel that all between us has ended
But a new, deeper emotional level start after a few days.
I haven’t received a response from you
In months after my revelation
But I don’t push you
To give me an answer
Because I want that you must be in an utter state of clarity
With no chance of uncertainty
When you give me a final answer.
To be honest, your no will also not hurt me as a rejection.
Talking about you, thinking of you
Blows life into me .
You have shown how life is truly.
I am really grateful for that to you.
It is me that is life
And you are its breath, its air.
However, you are giving no definite answer
But sending me your energy and this is not fair.
Of all the times that I have fallen in love with you
And as per the situation, may continue to,
I wish that at least once, you will fall in love with me too.
However, I still don’t want to fight or deal with energy-consuming issues.