I do have health issues
And I am working on them too
But I love myself even in the present
As I am currently in my being and appearance.
I don’t know what I will do in the future—
The one farther or nearer—
But I am trying to live in the present
And working as I should and can in the moment.
What will hating myself give me
Except that I will feel worse and guilty?
So, I am just trying to be as better
As I believe is possible.
I like all of my appearances
But more of the present one
Because of the confidence
That can be seen on my face.
I hate doctors though
Because even as a part of their duty,
They make me feel guilty
And prevent me from living freely.