I look out of the window everyday and find something amazing and different when I gaze a bit farther. I look at these clouds. The only time when I often get out of my room excited is when I feel a vibration. I feel closer with me and my reality. I feel more one with myself, with nature, its elements, with everything. My family often wonders why do I click the pictures of these clouds everyday? To them, all of these are just the same. They look at them from afar. They give a glance to their structure. I see inside the structure. I feel it. I see the formation, the beauty of existence. I see what they don’t. They see these tall towers. I see my reality. They see the dark clouds. I admire the colour contrast of the dark clouds covering some portion of the blue sky. Those grey clouds look like they are protecting these beautiful white clouds from being harmed by the human world. Those grey clouds are maybe those which have aged and have lived their experience. They probably are representatives of the black tar that is filled within and without the humans who have now become a machine. Maybe, they are shielding the white clouds from letting the dark energy that exists within the human world and has increased to the level of imbalance reach them or else, these white clouds will soon become as black as they are and these old, black, experienced clouds know that this is not the time for these naive white clouds to experience what has become the harsh reality of the human world. Maybe, they are our ancestors, those who left the Earthly plane and our protecting us. They can’t be Gods. In these times, the Gods have descended on Earth, living another amongst many of their human lives. Unfortunately, the world we live in is such that the Gods, living in human experience, have either never been able to awaken to their reality completely or those, who are the ultimate amongst all of them, had to undergo a lot of trouble, pain, failure, struggles and then, returned to the awakening of their reality. When they came initially, they remembered it as a child but as they grew up, the human experience was so painful and they had to face so many disadvantages of having positive powers, which healed people but exhausted them, that it made them forget who they were. They were tired of the human life and to their truth—especially the one who is the ultimate—they desired death but it wasn’t granted because as humans, they were asked to pray to Gods but nobody except them could accept their request because they are, indeed, the Gods descended on Earth.
Why did they descend on Earth, you may ask? It was because the Earth’s vibrations were so low that before the new cycle of time can begin, all of this negativity had to be eroded. More than negativity, they knew, that there is a lot of false information propagated by the humans about them and these needed to be clarified at all costs now. So, they took birth as humans and lived many lives like them, unawakened to their truth until the time came and when that happened, they have started educating people through embodying and practicing what they believe in but there are so many dark souls which are bringing all the other people down, especially the ones who wrote and propagated false information about the Gods and their truths, that it was now extremely difficult to unveil the facts to the people. Still, through embodying their truth, they are living in a way and practicing their talents and skills in a way in human experience that is helping people however and whenever they want it. The Gods, in the form of humans, are at a loss because of this because this parasitical experience of humans is exhausting them and has already loaded them with a lot of heavy pain and trauma to heal from. However, the Gods, in the human experience, are now awakening, especially in the year of 2020—which is a huge year of awakening and spiritual union between all those who are meant to be together—and realising all of their past and present as they are living it. They are identifying with the forms that they are taking or have taken in human experience without making other humans aware of their reality. Through this human experience, they are raising the vibrations of the Earth. That is why miracles are happening. Most of the wrong done by humans, especially to the nature, is being reverted.
The Gods are only one in essence. She in herself is the sound of the universe. She is known as prakriti. They have all appeared from one source and then made humans, who have further divided all of them as they find suitable. There is one supreme energy. It manifested itself, then took a form of a female. Then, from her, all the other creations were carried forward. The universe, world and everything is either created by her or she has directed everyone on their duties. She embodies nature, evil, good—everything—and when all of this ends, it will be contained within her. She has decided everything. She is the form and the formless, in the form of energy and everything. You won’t understand her and cosmology if you go to the extremes of science and logic and ignore the intuition. She is here on the Earth to remove all of the misinformation and misinterpretation that humans have not only created and believed but have reached to the extent of such idiocy that now, they are claiming ownership over which form they have assumed to be better and are fighting over it which shows their ignorance not only in compassion but in mind as well where they don’t recognise that there is one source and all of the rest are just different forms of that source. When the source, the original energy, cannot be decided upon as being a favourite or not then how can its forms or how does it reach each individual be governed upon and decided? Cosmology is a good science but as much as it is taking people close to the innumerous mysteries of the universe, it is taking them farther away from having faith—on oneself and on those who tell them the truth. The propaganda has ruined the truth completely. False stories need to be removed from the religious books. The truth can be found in spirituality and books related to them. These people who didn’t know the truth themselves but propagated lies about Gods in the name of Gods only have converted religion into an institution which propagates only hatred, false information and illogical beliefs. For example, you won’t find in any of the books on spirituality that they have asked you to worship any of the Gods with food or water. Logically, it is completely wrong. Why would God, who has provided you with everything, want you to waste it? Why would she not want you to feed a hungry? It is never a part of spirituality that hinders you from a thought process or a way of living bit only religion which puts constrains. Spirituality, through awakening, gives you truth and truth sets you free. It takes the burden off your mind. Everything around you is energy. The cosmos, the universe, humans and everything is vibration and energy. This is the science of God. Worship but do not leave your logic behind.
In this life, I lived as an atheist throughout my adolescence and then, my experiences brought the reality of my existence to me. All of what the human experience told me had to be broken down. I knew why I was an atheist….because I only had to believe me and no one. There is a process of learning and unlearning that keeps repeating in a loop and even lives keep repeating in loops until these lessons are not learnt and what is not to be carried forward with us is not left behind. Only then is the liberation or the moksha can be attained. The cosmos exists in nothingness and this nothingness is the source of everything.
Let us see look at the picture again. The white clouds are still visible though. They desire to be seen. They are not amongst many of the mysteries of the cosmos or maybe, they were but they chose not only to reveal themselves but aid others with them as well.
These towers always appear miniature to me. They are controlled, easily manipulated. They are the games turned to reality. Or maybe, they are filled with undesired ego which only leads them to their destruction.
I am emotional by seeing the mountains at the back. I yearn to go there and live in that beauty. Maybe, that is why my family doesn’t see these beautiful sceneries, because they are not meant to be seen by them but me. These are messages delivered to me.
Spirituality comes from spirit. Spirit is one of the elements along with Earth, air, water and fire. In reality, the spiritual beings are living the human experience. When that ends, it merges with the original source.