Mystery Man

I have written and sung songs for you. I have never done this before so fearlessly before meeting you. In fact, I thought earlier that songwriting can never come to me naturally and even surfed courses online but could not attend them. As I have said before as well, you have ignited the fire within me. What I could not do for myself and thought that this journey may not be traveled by me as far as now, you came in my life and things started falling into place. You must be special. 

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Humour or Manipulation?

In the disguise of a joke, my brother is putting false allegations on me repeatedly that I am a double-faced person, which I am not. Of course, he is upset that I write what is right and that often includes how he has, even as a form of a joke, made me feel worse about myself. Since Sushant Singh Rajput’s death (murder directly and indirectly), he keeps irritating me, as if coaxing me to react by shouting to shut him up. He does this so that as soon as I react, he will say that he is being treated by me as a ‘leftover’ (which is of course not true). I am recording this for my own sanity, so that I have a first hand record to look back at when I start losing my mind due to gaslighting. 

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