I cannot always act as if I am feeling gay. 

Sit beside me and watch me cry today. 

You want to share a connection with me. 

So, seeing all my moods—for you—is necessary.

 

I am a human and so, my moods fluctuate.

They aren’t at all easy to manage.

Some days are great. 

Some days, all the things frustrate.

 

I will not act to be who I am not. 

You will require a lot 

of patience to live with me. 

I am a blend of thought and reality.

 

I am who I am for a reason. 

If you think you cannot stand by me

in all eras and every season,

I think you should leave already.