I cannot always act as if I am feeling gay.
Sit beside me and watch me cry today.
You want to share a connection with me.
So, seeing all my moods—for you—is necessary.
I am a human and so, my moods fluctuate.
They aren’t at all easy to manage.
Some days are great.
Some days, all the things frustrate.
I will not act to be who I am not.
You will require a lot
of patience to live with me.
I am a blend of thought and reality.
I am who I am for a reason.
If you think you cannot stand by me
in all eras and every season,
I think you should leave already.