My head hurts. My heart aches and I am unable to find anything to look forward to. My body doesn’t support me anymore. I am not looking forward to life.
I give up on everything. I don’t want to try anymore. I have no interest in my passion and pursuits anymore. I don’t want to go any further. I give up on life.
I have no hope of betterment whatsoever. My heart, though, aches knowing that I cannot love, even if I want to. I have nothing to give and I am not ready to receive anything from anyone in return without equally sharing with them, especially if the person is someone who I love dearly and cannot be hate or be indifferent to despite several attempts. So, I have no hope, no desire or any amount of energy for a change in my life.