Clouded

I have started noticing lately

that my moods are like the waves of the sea.

Even if there is a reduction in my activity, 

they keep fluctuating constantly.

 

At certain occasions, 

I experience

a concoction

of my emotions.

 

Yet my mood overall, 

more often than not, 

is overshadowed by the thought

of doing nothing at all.

 

Even if I want to do something,

I lack my energy to do it.

I am escaping

from the environment around me

 

because I am unable 

to think and decide wisely.

My own individual

thoughts keep confusing me.

 

Sometimes, they are not in my control

and they begin to take a toll

on my mental and physical health.

So, I try to sleep instead.

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