I will try to tell you

what I just realised

but I don’t think I can say it

any better than this.

I feel slightly like living

when I talk to you.

 

I can’t explain this any further

because I do not know the reason

of what and how I feel.

Though, nobody except Music

can purely make me feel alive.

 

I can live happily without you

but I can’t survive without Music,

whether I listen, learn or sing it through

dealing with my life experiences.

 

I am sorry if it hurts

but I can’t keep you first.

It seems like I am unable to release you

but I can’t leave Music ever

because it will that I am leaving myself.