So, here I am

thinking about you.

Even when I don’t really want to. 

This, surely, wasn’t a part of the plan.

 

These feelings for you, 

only they re-emerge on the surface 

out of the blue

without any obvious purpose.

 

You ignite my passion

which sometimes becomes overgrown.

Or do I do that on my own

because you are just my reflection?

 

I am just not able to

let you go forever

even when I endeavor

to vanish my thoughts and feelings for you.

 

So, what should be done?

To sustain or end the show?

To let you in

or let you go?