I sleep out my grief.
It is as if
I automatically get healed
whenever I sleep.
Maybe, I feel good
or maybe,
I don’t feel consciously
that is why I sleep.
My body processes itself automatically.
My mind doesn’t has to show the processing
that it does for my healing,
whose awareness, too, provokes my anxiety.
Also, it provides an escape
from the necessity to rate
what I feel
and to be aware
all the time.
Mostly, my body doesn’t feel tired anymore
after I wake up from my sleep.
I am able to pour
the best of my abilities
in my work.
Therefore, I love to sleep
and do more of it
to be able to escape the grief
and stress that I have to face in my reality.