I sleep out my grief.

It is as if 

I automatically get healed

whenever I sleep.

 

Maybe, I feel good

or maybe,

I don’t feel consciously

that is why I sleep.

 

My body processes itself automatically. 

My mind doesn’t has to show the processing

that it does for my healing,

whose awareness, too, provokes my anxiety.

 

Also, it provides an escape

from the necessity to rate

what I feel

and to be aware

all the time.

 

Mostly, my body doesn’t feel tired anymore

after I wake up from my sleep.

I am able to pour

the best of my abilities

in my work.

 

Therefore, I love to sleep

and do more of it

to be able to escape the grief

and stress that I have to face in my reality.