I am a mess, really.
If you ask something from me,
maybe I know everything exactly
or I don’t know anything precisely.
I think of two thoughts
at the same time parallely.
Sometimes, there is a crowd of thoughts
which makes me lose my sense of clarity.
I am unable to comprehend
how am I mostly able to manage
talking while thinking simultaneously
since it makes me incapable
to carry out the rest of my activities
where I need to respond intellectually.
To me, clearly, my mind is a mystery.
So, don’t pose questions,
don’t ask anything
about my plans, my life or me
or that I am heading towards which direction.
I don’t know.
I am just going with the flow
until it all starts to make some sense.
Maybe, I am trying to validate my presence.
not just my mind but I, completely,
am a mess.