My mind has its own ways.

It decides which thought goes

and which emotion stays.

Sometimes, it plays a movie of my woes.

 

It decides my mood by the days,

hours, minutes and moments.

Sometimes it allows other emotions to be felt

while some of my days I can only feel numbness.

 

On some days, my senses are vulnerable

and I have to tolerate a headache,

shaking and a feeling of heartache

which are all intolerable.

 

Some days are regular

and other days, I wonder

whether I remember

how is it to feel normal.

 

It is an unknown

mystery on its own.

Mostly, it is ruled by anxiety.

When not, then only

is it able to regulate my body.

 

Mental Mystery

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