Save me, please,
from my dark side.
She makes me think
whatever serves her need.
She tells me I am unworthy
and threatens my confident side.
Now, I am really exhausted
with this constant, tiring fight.
She makes me doubt my worth,
my talent and my skills.
She makes me anxious
and tells me that I am not
worthy enough to live.
Though, I did not borne her.
She is the result of the constant toxicity
spread by toxic people of the society
which linger around me
and constantly try to shatter
my self-worth by injecting anxiety
that they inhibited from the cycle
because they didn’t question, think
or feel the need
to cut out of it.
They are either narcissistic
or low on their self-esteem
which they try to cover
by injecting their pessimistic
and worthless thinking
in the people who carry a zeal
and spark of positivity.
She is not the demon
that I borne
but I want to kill her
to save my self-worth.
For that, I need
someone to help me.
Help me, please.
Save me, please.
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