I am missing my ex right now all of a sudden. Why? I don’t know. This is happening for the third time since we separated and every time this emotion manages to make me anxious and my feelings wheel as if in a whirlwind. Today, I even surfed his name and then, as always, that feeling of the regret of surfing him grew on me.
Month: April 2019
Contemplation v. Overthinking
Overestimation is the cause of suicides but at times, also of success. Contemplation is a good habit that saves us from many troubles but overthinking ruins it all. It harms our self-image and self-confidence. It prevents us from working hard to achieve our goals by making us afraid or lazy.
Made in Heaven
I might never tell you
but I think about you 24*7.
I believe in you
and that this match is made in heaven.
Mesmerized
Today, I am late for college. It is 10:30 am right now. Fortunately, I get a seat before the rush can actually start. After a few stations, a crowd bulges in as usual. I am busy on my phone and I don’t realize when the metro pass through another few stations.
Accidental Blogger
I wrote my first blog one year before I started my blogsite. At that time and till the time my blogsite was made, I was unaware of the fact that my writings can be published by me whenever I write them and I don’t have to wait to write their compilation to publish them as a book.
Monopoly
Love Diary
I met a man who was in dire need of love.
He appeared to be harmful.
Everyone told me he has ill intentions.
Since he seemed untrustworthy and disloyal,
they warned me and asked me to be careful.
Endless
No matter how much I talk to you, for me, it’s never enough. I spent so many moments with you yesterday, yet when I reached home I kept thinking about you and whatever you said to me. I was elated and relieved that we finally met four days before it would be six months since we had started talking last year. I feel like going back in yesterday and living that time.
New Love
I have found a new love,
a new solace,
a new happiness in you.
I feel as being guided by the heaven above
to trod, with a slow pace,
on the path that leads to you.
Numb
I am numb right now. I fantasised hundred times of hundred things about you and our first meet but all this was unexpected. Maybe, that is why, right now I am not able to comprehend what I feel towards you now when I have finally met you or even whether I do.